What an emotional moody night. I just can't help it but to feel extremely down.

Family is the main concern for this. I always place my Family as my top priority. Almost every weekends I sacrifice my time with others and rather spend more time with my Family. But somehow, they don't appreciate me as much as before any more. I hope I'm just feeling sensitive.

To be honest, I dislike my future sister-in-law, which is my Brother's Girlfriend. I just don't know how to get along with her, don't know how to 'like' her. Is it maybe because I love my Family so much that I don't want any of them to share their love to others? Well, how selfish am I.

I'm so used to be the one whom everyone loves me the most in my Family. But now, I feel so rejected. Everyone's moving on. I know I can't interrupt my Brother's happiness. I needs to learn this term call 'Share The Love". Anyway the reason why I'm feeling rather upset is not only because of that. It's just because of their certain behaviour, I feels inferior to them.

My Mum sees through me, knowing that I'm unhappy. My Mum came into my room just a moment ago and asked me why am I feeling unhappy. Yes, I teared and said nothing.