Your precious girl named Jane, with X♡X♡.

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A parcel of memories.
With love, joy and happiness.

Deep Down My Broken Heart.

Gonna blog about something emotional and sad again. I hate to blog about something which makes me feel upset but, my happiness is just not enough to cover my sadness. *Sigh! Why are all the bad things happening?

Grandfather was admitted to hospital yesterday due to gastric infection. And today, my Grandma was having fever and thus she was too ill to visit my Grandfather today. I visited my Grandfather at SGH, with my other relatives as well. When he knew that Grandma was ill, I can see his eyes tearing. I can feel him, can feel how heart broken he was. My tears roll down, secretly. I think that's my first time seeing my Grandfather dropping his tears. Heart broken!

I suddenly feel that they are getting older, and weaker. I can't imagine how my Grandma bring my Grandfather to hospital yesterday, and it's just both of them. They didn't seek any help or inform any of us earlier becos' they thought it was just a minor check up. If I know, I'll definitely bring them instead of letting both of them going by their own. Haizzzzz.

I'm afraid. Afraid that what if one day ..... *Touch wood! Should look at the brighter side!

We already planned and booked air tickets for my Grandparents. I really hope they can still join us together during this holiday trip. May god bless please.

My handsome Grandfather & pretty Grandmother! ♥♥♥

♥ I love each and every one of them in a different way. ♥

School Holiday!

It's finally school holidayyyyy & all UTs are officially over! And that marks the end of my Year 2 Sem 2! I'M SOOOOO HAPPYYYYY SERIOUSLY. Though my holiday periods will not gonna be long for me. Urgh, sadly. But I'm gonna really enjoy myself during this school holiday!

Here are some stuff / programs for me during school holidayyyyy:

(1) Taiwan Trip! (I'm most looking forward to!)

(2) Go for swimming often.

(3) Shop for formal clothings! (A must for my upcoming internship.)

(4) USS (If possible.)

(5) Meeting up with my Dearest Y2S1 girls!

Really hope I can improve my GPA. Or rather, maintain please!

Urghhhhh, my Boyfriend forever don't wanna meet me. Always friends & car most important. Ass!

Study!

Gonna start mugging now!

2 more UTs left and I know I can do it!

STUDY PERIOD STARTS NOW. (:

Heheheheheeeee~

I Wish I Could.

What an emotional moody night. I just can't help it but to feel extremely down.

Family is the main concern for this. I always place my Family as my top priority. Almost every weekends I sacrifice my time with others and rather spend more time with my Family. But somehow, they don't appreciate me as much as before any more. I hope I'm just feeling sensitive.

To be honest, I dislike my future sister-in-law, which is my Brother's Girlfriend. I just don't know how to get along with her, don't know how to 'like' her. Is it maybe because I love my Family so much that I don't want any of them to share their love to others? Well, how selfish am I.

I'm so used to be the one whom everyone loves me the most in my Family. But now, I feel so rejected. Everyone's moving on. I know I can't interrupt my Brother's happiness. I needs to learn this term call 'Share The Love". Anyway the reason why I'm feeling rather upset is not only because of that. It's just because of their certain behaviour, I feels inferior to them.

My Mum sees through me, knowing that I'm unhappy. My Mum came into my room just a moment ago and asked me why am I feeling unhappy. Yes, I teared and said nothing.

It Has Been A Beautiful Night~

Too much things to share about, I think it's gonna be a long post. (: Other than UTs, my life has been doing great so far.. Oh yes, just finished F&B UT3 this morning. Hopefully I can maintain or do better as compared to UT2! Heheheee.

Anyway, I went Marina Bay Sands with my Beloved Family & Relatives during the previous weekend. We went to swim in the Sky Park for the 2nd time. Every experience there was great! Everyone deserve to pamper themselves and go there.. So well, do take a look at my pictures~

- Marina Bay Sands -

My Brother photo shot me.

I'm holding a bouquet of flowers which he got back from their friend's wedding.

- Valentine's Day -

My Valentine's Day has never been as sweet as this before. I really had a great + sweet + awesome + memorable Valentine's Day this year, & I hope every year we can have something special like this.

Awww, I love my Dearest Boy so much!

Before the day of Valentine's Day, we had a tiff. I was damn pissed off as my Boyf was not replying or calling me that night. But eventually it was due to the reception there. I got so moody that night, thinking that Valentine's Day gonna suck big time. However, it's turned out to be the opposite! (':

My Baby Boy surprised me with the bouquet of flowers. I'm so shocked as I thought I will get nothing at all. Awww, it really melted my heart. ♥ I didn't know what makes him buy flowers for me as I remembered him saying that buying flowers is like wasting money because when it wilt, it has to throw. In addition, flowers are expensive especially during Valentine's. But seriously, flowers will make every girls happy! Heheheee. And so far in our 6 years of relationship, this is my 2nd bouquet of flower which I receive from my Boyf! ♥♥♥

This is my 1st bouquet of flowers from him.

Also during one of our Valentine's Day.

( 3 red roses with Ferrero Rochers.)

& My 2nd one! ♥

(6 pink roses with a couple bear.)

I've never felt so blissful like this before. I've got the best Boyf ever. ♥

Singapore Flyer! ♥

My sweet Boyfriend secretly placed $100 into my wallet, asking me to buy whatever I want. He only tell me this when I reached home. Awww, where to find such a MR. NICE?!

Dedicate to my one & only special love:
Baby, thanks so much for giving me a sweet and memorable Valentines 2012. You're like my angel, guiding me along my life, pulling me through whenever I was unhappy, trying your very best to give in to me, making me smile. I'm really so thankful and glad that I have You in my life. You're the dearest to me. I love you so so so much baby! Thanks for the everything! (': XOXO. ♥

- Sweetheart -
The next day after Valentine's Day, my Dearest Sweetheart made a special trip to my place just to pass me my present. She's such a dear, always buying me my favourite stuff, making me happy. This time, she bought me my favourite Hello Kitty cushion! ♥

Dedicate to my sweetest girl:
You've been my sweetheart, best sister, best friend, dearest sweetie & crazy girl so far. I promise I'll do you a hand-made card for your 20th birthday! Thanks for the everything you've put into me. What you've done will never be forgotten! You're just someone whom I can always talk to all the time. We need a HTHT soon baby girl! When you laugh, I laugh, you cry, I cry, you smile, I smile, you angry, I angry. You understands me too well. & Seriously, I miss your 6-years-ago 'innocent' attitude!!! Heheheheheee. See you soon girl! XOXO. ♥

XOXO.

Finally my Year 2 has ended! Really gonna miss my precious group friends, especially Giselle, Hui Ting, Jemina, Pek Meng, Stephanie, Pamela, Dionne, Ploy, Shaun, Wani & Saleha. Lots of xoxo to you guys! (':

Well, still moving on.. Yesterday Boyfriend accompanied me to Suntec to sign my intern ship contract. The HR person who was with me was nice. Thankfully. Hope my working mentor will be nice & awesome to me too! Kind of looking forward but, I seriously need someone to sponsor me $$$ with formal wears. And no joke, it's strictly formal. Urghhhhh! ):

And the last day of school:

We tried this while we're dining at Pastamania.
Isn't this COOL?! :D

Start Afresh!

Alright, decided to start afresh in my new blog. Hopefully I'll actively update this lil' space of mine! (: Well well well, today's the 2nd last day of my Year 2 in RP. Like so finally please~ So wanting to graduate and pass everything with flying colours! But not so soon. 1 more year in RP to go! Actually I should say, less than 1 year. Can't believe that I'm going internship next semester! Mix feeling though. Awww..

Tomorrow's the last day of school. I know I won't cry. Becos' RP has actually trained me to make new friends every semester. Can't believe it right? We change classmates every semester. Yea right, if we're lucky, we'll get the nice people. If not, good luck for the whole semester.

Adding on to my current semester classmates, actually most of them were nice. I know some of them (my stalker like Hui Ting) will be reading this. So I won't say any bad things for the time being. Hahahahaha! K, I was just kidding yo.

Here are some pictures of my class. Weeeeet~ You guys are the one appearing on my first blog post.

Don't you feel honoured?! :D